Who am I?

 

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Maybe it’s because I just turned 43 yesterday.  Or maybe it’s because I made a promise to myself years ago to never grow up.  But I constantly ask questions like ‘who am I?’ and ‘what do I want to do?’ all the time.

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Kung Fu Panda 3 (freaking funny movie, by the way) starts out talking about how Oogway, the Kung Fu master featured in the picture above, spent 30 years in a cave asking himself – Who am I?  Obviously Po, Kung Fu Panda, doesn’t have the patience do do this.  And neither do I, but I think we all spend a lot of time thinking about these types of questions.

Oprah said “The real point of being alive is to evolve into the person you were meant to be.”

Tom Peters, in his book Brand You 50, asks “When was the last time you asked: WHAT DO I WANT TO BE?”

Starting a business and being an entrepreneur allows you to not only ask these questions but live them every day.  I’m extremely thankful for my partners and best friends – Phil Manfredi and Kiran Chinnagangannagari (aka @shoooooooonya) for joining me on this journey and starting Zuggand.  And I’m insanely thankful for my amazing wife Sonja for encouraging me everyday to be a Little More Awesome (LMA) than the day before.  I’m also thankful to my children for being the inspiration for new ideas and beautiful new questions.

The great news is I have a solid idea of who I want to be in this next phase of my life and I’m living it!

Oogway Kung Fu Panda 3 Photo Credit – pollito15

Critical Lesson: Hit the Wall!

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One of the most critical lessons I learned as a kid was from the swim team.  The first time that I ever raced the 50 meter butterfly was a very interesting experience for me.  The butterfly or fly (for short) is probably the most grueling stroke to race in swimming (at least for me).  It takes a lot more strength and more importantly endurance.  So imagine this.  I get up on the stand. Gun goes off. I launch off the stand into the water. By the time I hit the first wall and turn around I have a massive lead on everyone.  I’m clearly winning this race.  I’ve got this in the bag.

But then it happens.  Three strokes from the end, I completely run out of gas.  I’m so tired I can’t get my arms out of the water.  I barely coast to the end.

I don’t think I finished last.  Tell you the truth I can’t even remember how I placed in that race.  All I know is that I had nothing left and couldn’t finish the race.  Nothing.  Empty. Big failure!

Let me tell you the worst part of that experience though.  I wasn’t prepared for the race.  I had never raced before and I hadn’t thought through what a butterfly race was.  I didn’t know what I was in for.  I didn’t realize how long it would last.  I had no clue what it would take to swim all out for 50 meters!  I was not prepared!  I was not determined!

Well the story doesn’t end there (thank goodness or this would be a horrible story).  That was the first race of the season.  After that all I did was think about or swim the fly.  I had the speed.  But I didn’t have a strategy or the endurance to make it happen.

Long story short, here is how the State Swim meet went down at the end of the summer.(In between there were lots of other races, camping, early morning practices, more practices, swim meet dances, some good summer fun, even some kissing and even more swimming and practices, did I mention tons of fly?!?!?!)  I now had a strategy.  In the qualifier round I was going to go at a good pace and not burn myself out.  I wanted to be strong for the next day after I qualified for finals.  Not the best strategy in the world.  I barely qualified.  I was the second slowest and had one of the outside lanes for finals the next day.

Finals.  New strategy.  Go as fast as I can, the entire race and hit the wall.  No matter what it takes.  Hit the wall as hard as I could.  The first time I raced I didn’t have that attitude.  I didn’t think I had it in me to go all out for 50 meters.  But I had now been training all summer long.  I knew I had the endurance to go all out for 50 meters.  So I had the preparation and the winning strategy.

What happened?  Well I learned an important life lesson.  Understand the game you are playing (or the project or business you are working on)!  Train hard! Practice hard!  Eat it! Breathe it! Sleep it! And make sure you go as hard as you can until you hit the final wall!

Oh yea, I got first place and also broke the Montana state record for the 50 Butterfly that summer!

Hit the Wall!

Introduction or Something Like That

This isn’t my first attempt at blogging.  Not by far but it has been sometime since I’ve communicated this way.

My name is Aaron Victor Sandeen.  My current title is co-founder of Zuggand.  I’ve been a trainer, project / program manager, marketing director, system engineer, developer and even the CIO for the State of Arizona.  I’ve been married to my wonderful, brilliant wife, Sonja, for nearly 20 amazing years.  I’m a father of three curious and persistent children: Kael (boy 14), Talia (girl 9) and Zavii (girl 5). Wow – time really flies!

In all of these things and in everything that I do in life, I seek to see how things can be better.  That doesn’t mean that I think everything is bad.  In fact, completely the opposite.  I seek to find beauty!  I cherish imperfections!  I laud the strange and wierd!  But I am absolutely passionate about how everything can be a Little More Awesome (LMA)!

For the past ten years I’ve worked on some very intense projects and accomplished some pretty amazing feats.  I’m starting a very different phase of my life now.  I’ve abandoned the steady pay check (never had the 9-5) to strike out with a couple of my best friends and startup our our venture.

Why did I do it?  I love doing cool things and solving big problems.  I’ve always wanted to be an entrepreneur.  Frankly I want to prove to myself that I can (with my friends) start something completely from scratch and make it wildly successful!

Why did I do it now?  Well, I’m not getting any younger and felt like the timing was right.  But more importantly I did it now because there has never been a better time to do it.  There are so many opportunities happening all around all of us.  Things are changing so fast.  Technology is making so many more things possible.

I’m doing it now because I’m passionate about making things a Little More Awesome!